on April 17th, 2014 3 Comments
The day I was diagnosed with scleroderma 21 years ago was devastating for my parents and me, to say the least. I was 15 years old and I remember thinking: I have what? Scleroderma? What is that? Can you spell that?
Not much was known about the disease and, since the Internet was in its infancy, we couldn’t simply Google “scleroderma” to learn more about it or find support groups. There was no one to bounce off ideas with. My father, who was a diligent researcher, consulted medical textbooks. Meanwhile, my mother, who was born with the “gift of gab,” sought information from anyone and everyone who crossed her path. But ultimately we were forced to rely heavily on doctors’ recommendations, which sadly were pretty gloomy and a bit much for a teenager to handle.
Fast forward to today. When I have a question, I connect with my local chapter of the Scleroderma Foundation, either by e-mailing a board member or by attending a support group meeting. I also go online to the Raynauds Association, Scleroderma Foundation and Pulmonary Hypertension Association. Above all it’s important to find a rheumatologist who is not only knowledgeable about scleroderma, but has a good grasp of its complexities and is willing to help you get the results you need. Trust me – they are out there!
Back in 2004, I decided it was time to get a new rheumatologist. I asked around for recommendations from my personal network and a friend with rheumatoid arthritis suggested I see her physician. Before meeting the doctor, I looked at his online reviews from other patients and his curriculum vitae to get a sense of his academic and professional experience and achievements. When meeting with a new physician, it’s important to ask if she/he has treated other scleroderma patients, gauge their knowledge of clinical trials, find out if they are up to date on the medications being used to treat the different facets of the disease, and make sure they understand the importance of certain annual tests.
When I switched rheumatologists, I had a particular problem I needed to solve. For the most part my illness had become stable, but I had one pesky ulcer that was truly relentless! I tried various calcium channel blockers, ACE Inhibitors, and Vasodilators, and nothing worked. The infections were getting out of control, even though I did my best to stay on top of it. My frustration reached a point where I asked my doctor to “please, remove the first flange of my index finger.” Thankfully he refused and said, “No, we’re not going to give up.”